I love that you are the only person who I feel myself, at peace and complete with. I just comforted you back to sleep. You work up, as you do, and gave a sad, bewildered cry out... so i reach you and lift you up for a cuddle.
My head is completly rested on yours. I can feel your fat checks, sucking your soother rythmically. I feel your wet tears stick to my face. I hear you breathing. I rocked you back and forth and back and forth. You shudder and sigh. Heartbeats. Stillness. I continue to gently sway back and forth. Holding you. Breathing in sync. My most favorite moment.
I think of animals, all lying together to keep warm in a den. It's like cats that purr when they rub their bodies together. My body purrs when I hold you fast asleep. It's like I feel the blood rushing to that part of mybrain that is responsible for attachment and bonding. I ignite then feel light headed, no thoughts. Quiet.
My baby.
No one else does this to me. The deepest feeling that we are totally, undeniably connected. The trust and forgiveness you offer, inspires me. I made you. But you made me complete.
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